Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I was normal.
Sometimes I wish that the world
Inside my head, was reality.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like,
To be an extrovert.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm such and an introvert.
I really wish that I could control my life,
More than I do now.

What is it like to get up in the morning
Hearing the annoying sound coming from the alarm clock?
Will I ever hear it the first time it goes off?

What is it like to be normal?
What is it like to be extroverted?
Sometimes I really wish that I knew.

~Madelyn

Hello

Hello. For the sake of blogging I go by Madelyn or Maddie. My real name will be reserved for those of you who know me in real life.

I am really introverted and people in my family are fairly extroverted. Therefore, I don't exactly have an outlet. Introverts seem to be more the suffer-in-silence type as far as I've read(I got bored of homework one day). As far as I'm concerned I think I am the suffer-in-silence type. I have a hard time writing in a journal/diary(whatever you want to call it) because it puts all my thoughts and feelings and makes them pretty permanent and for whatever reason that drives me insane.

That brings us to the reason why I started this blog. Some of the poems that will be posted will reflect me or back to me in some way. I'm fairly certain that I suck at writing poetry so bare with me. If you like something I write, let me know. If you hated it, let me know... in a way that's not extremely harsh, I already know that it's not exactly publishing material, but it is my thoughts and feelings(to some degree). If you have anything at all to say, let me know!!!

Okay, now that my little tangent is done...ENJOY! (Or not, whatever the case...)

Toodles!
~Madelyn